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The covid pandemic taught us how to survive alone and how to cling to life, how not to lose hope and how to hold on good things even in the unpropitious time. 
With so many vicissitude, some lost the battle and some chose to survive.
What are the things which you want to hold on for your inner peace?
Are these things in your control?
On the up and up I think the answer is quite hazy.
Things which makes us happy are generally not that easy to attain, one have to fight for it. Fighting for our own happiness is not less than any battle, you may require to cry your heart out for it sometimes.
We often get confused with our inner peace and happiness but these two things are poles apart. I would say inner peace is the gateway for your happiness. In this scrambled lifestyle we are more prone to hold on things which can bother us instead of holding up thoughts which can actually lead us to a happy path.
It's all a brainy cocktail, that's how it is configured but the good thing is we can at least try to hold on good thoughts even when your brain is deprecating it.
And that's exactly where the battle begins. The battle between good and bad, the battle between inner peace and melancholy and at last the battle between holding on and letting go. 


Cheers,
Vishal Anand. 

Comments

  1. LuciferOctober 28, 2021 at 8:55 AM

    The battle between good and bad you said. What about different shades of good and bad. I'm not judging your thoughts but just sharing mine. For me there is nothing like plain good and bad and pure peace and melancholy. Fighting for own happiness but on the cost of someone you love? What kind of happiness is that? One side I'm fighting and trying to find my happiness and on the other side I'm upsetting those I love and care about. Why it so complex and complicated.
    How can peace be the gateway of your happiness because for attaining that peace I will have to cut off all those whom I live and those people are important in my life. They are like bloodline.

    Again, I'm not questioning, I'm just saying what I feel right now and how it's not white and black for me!!!

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  2. LuciferOctober 28, 2021 at 8:59 AM

    At last.
    The pandemic actually helped me leave those I thought would be my partner for life and liberate my thoughts. However, I don't know im still holding those feelings, emotions and thoughts which make me wonder; was I right to do all those things? If not and if I'm wrong then what is my current state of mind (confused and bad) is the reason of all my bad decisions and I must suffer.
    I don't know what I'm talking about I must shut up otherwise I'll fuck with the minds of those who are readings a these.

    Best
    Atul

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