Happy Now?
I looked for you amidst the crowd, and I saw you laughing. I gazed at you, admiring your smile and your happy face. Your grinning face made all my weariness go away for some time. I was elated to see you happy. Maybe this is what I wanted—your happy face! Maybe this is what I was craving! But there was something melancholy about it. Maybe some promises and vows were left midway through the journey of our togetherness! But hey, I wanted to be happy. I wanted to smile and laugh, and I wanted to give you a bear hug, because all I have done lately is cry, and all I am becoming lately is a human without emotion, without love, and without his significant other. I wonder sometimes how you promised to smile, laugh, and cry together, and now when I see you happy without me, my heart aches! Not because you are happy without me, but it aches because I’m not a part of your happiness anymore. It hurts because now I don’t feel any sort of happiness in life without you! But shall I be happy now?