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Happy Now?

I looked for you amidst the crowd, and I saw you laughing. I gazed at you, admiring your smile and your happy face. Your grinning face made all my weariness go away for some time. I was elated to see you happy.  Maybe this is what I wanted—your happy face! Maybe this is what I was craving!  But there was something melancholy about it. Maybe some promises and vows were left midway through the journey of our togetherness! But hey, I wanted to be happy. I wanted to smile and laugh, and I wanted to give you a bear hug, because all I have done lately is cry, and all I am becoming lately is a human without emotion, without love, and without his significant other. I wonder sometimes how you promised to smile, laugh, and cry together, and now when I see you happy without me, my heart aches!  Not because you are happy without me, but it aches because I’m not a part of your happiness anymore.  It hurts because now I don’t feel any sort of happiness in life without you!  But shall I be happy now?
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LOST

LOST I stood amidst the crowd, wondering where to begin… I was so lost that I wasn’t able to feel my heart, it feels like a void now. I am lost because you promised that you’ll never leave me, you promised that you’ll never give up on me.... Now I’m looking for you, in the rabble… So many unfamiliar faces but with a hope that you’ll stand by your vows, I’m looking for you… The vision is hazy now, I can’t feel your presence, It feels like you have gone far, very far… Although you can't take me with you, I've given you my heart to keep forever, because I’m lost and I haven’t lost you, you are in my thoughts, you are in my heart and you are in my prayers, the only person I ever lost and needed back was ME. ~wish
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Confined Love

and suddenly your love started growing like an ebony, so heavy to carry and so fragile to hold. It started shredding my heart with intense melancholy. But Fair enough, the deal was to love and not to be loved. But honey, what made you to confine your love?
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Hold On

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                                                                                                                The covid pandemic taught us how to survive alone and how to cling to life, how not to lose hope and how to hold on good things even in the  unpropitious time.  With so many vicissitude, some lost the battle and some chose to survive. What are the things which you want to hold on for your inner peace? Are these things in your control? On the up and up I think the answer is quite hazy. Things which makes us happy are generally not that easy to attain, one have to fight for it. Fighting for our own happiness is not less than any battle, you may require to cry your heart out for it sometimes. We often get confused with our inner peace and happiness but these two things are poles apart. I would say inner peace is the gateway for your happiness. In this scrambled lifestyle we are more prone to hold on things which can bother us instead of holding up thoughts which can actually lea
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~  October Flower ~
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मैं इश्क़ हूँ या बारिश मैं?

मैं इश्क़ हूँ या बारिश मैं, मुझे अश्क़ बन रहने दो दूर हुए हम जुदा नहीं यूँ आँखों से अश्क़ न बहने दो, मैं इश्क़ हूँ या बारिश मैं, मुझे अश्क़ बन रहने दो इश्क़ तो यूं ही बदनाम है दूर होकर भी हम एक नाम है, जैसे हो नदिया में बहती धारा कुछ वैसा ही तो है साथ हमारा, यूँ बारिश में भीगी हुई तुम्हारी ज़ुल्फ़ों का नज़ारा, मानो समा रखा हो उसमें पूरा ज़माना, अब अश्क़ बहे तो बहने दो, मैं इश्क़ हूँ या बारिश मैं, अब सिर्फ मुझे तुम अपने ख्यालों में रहने दो. ~विशाल आनंद
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वक़्त

वक़्त का ही तो सितम रहा होगा, तू खुद से यूँ खफ़ा क्यों है? उठ देख ये वक़्त का क़हर, जो कल दूसरों को बांटते थे हर मर्ज की दवा, आज वो मजबूर है पीने को ज़हर
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